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Mones changed me for the worse..
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Bodegaz
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Mones changed me for the worse..
10-30-2016 1:24 AM
Ever since I started taking mones, I have gotten laid a lot, and with ease. But it changed my personality, I believe for the worse.
It started a few years ago. I was a shy quiet virgin that got nervous around women. I started using AMMO and my lay count sky rocketed. I got away with everything. I would treat women like shit and they would still beg to have me around. I began to expect sex everytime I hung out with a female or even going out. My life began to revolve only around sex. Every decision I made was about "will this get me laid?". Sex means nothing to me now and I plan my life around mones.
I have a combo for every situation in life such as dates, hanging with friends/family, work, parties, if my girlfriend is mad, etc. I own and have tried a majority of the mones that are available and I think the over usage of too many different mones has messed up my body chemistry, mental health, or something(?). I'm tense all the time, I'm always observing people's body languages and trying to come up with conclusions of how they feel about me, and even when I go days without taking mones, people still give me weird looks and avoid me(?).
Lately I've been extremely introverted with really bad mental fog. I can barely hold a conversation without it being forced. I'm tense all the time but calm. I really suspect the over usage of too many differing mones has caused me to lose a sense of who I really am. People seem to fear me and avoid me. I over analyze all body language from how people stand, their facial expressions, to how they socialize. Because of this, I'm always quiet and observing how others behave, this makes people think I'm giant weirdo.
My sense of smell became sensitive and little "normal" things that never use to bother me, now make me gag. I think that smelling too many different mones lead to over stimulation of my sense of smell to brain connection. Is it possible that I have adrenal fatigue?
The problem is that when I don't use mones I get anxiety and I feel like a different person.
I've been using wolf a lot lately, and even though it's making people respect me and see me as "VIP", I became so calm and cool that nothing excites me anymore and I don't really find anything interesting or funny.
Im writing this to warn others of possible negative results of abusing mones and to see if anyone else has experienced anything similar.
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10-30-2016 1:24 AM
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RE: Mones changed me for the worse..
10-30-2016 2:00 AM
(10-30-2016 1:24 AM)Bodegaz Wrote: The problem is that when I don't use mones I get anxiety and I feel like a different person.
You used mones to overcome your social handicappness, but didn't try improving it.
You social skilled deteriorated to the point where you can't function without mones. Like girls getting used to makeup too much that, they can't leave their houses without them.  There might be some impostor syndrome and feeling like a fraud too.
Analyzing body language is typical,if you read too much PUA.You probably thought sex and women will make you happy, but it didn't and you can't blame women for your unhappiness anymore.So,you feel depressed.Women,sex,money or possessions do not equal happiness. You have to find yourself and find what makes you truly happy.Taking responsibility for your actions instead of blaming others/things is a start.
(This post was last modified: 10-30-2016 2:11 AM by jb20.)
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10-30-2016 9:32 AM
(10-30-2016 2:00 AM)jb20 Wrote: You used mones to overcome your social handicappness, but didn't try improving it.
You social skilled deteriorated to the point where you can't function without mones. Like girls getting used to makeup too much that, they can't leave their houses without them. There might be some impostor syndrome and feeling like a fraud too.
Analyzing body language is typical,if you read too much PUA.You probably thought sex and women will make you happy, but it didn't and you can't blame women for your unhappiness anymore.So,you feel depressed.Women,sex,money or possessions do not equal happiness. You have to find yourself and find what makes you truly happy.Taking responsibility for your actions instead of blaming others/things is a start.
My social skills are not the best but I used to be super out going, be able to make people laugh, and conversate for self amusement. But now nothing anyone says ever makes me genuinely laugh out loud. Whenever anyone tells me anything I feel nothing inside and just respond with something like "oh really? That's cool".
I don't know if the mones programmed me subconsciously to think I'm better than everyone else and the things people say have no value to me. I get bored when I have to listen to people ramble on. No interest in others opinions at all.
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